Deep Module 3… Tell Me Your Feelings About It
Jul 22nd 2008Dov BaronDeep & news & psychology
As you know I’ve been gifting you the first 3 Modules of 7 day retreat program:
“Deep”
- reclaiming your authentic self”.
Tonight is the last live module for “Deep”. Over 400 people have been listening in and I want to know from you what it was like for you.
- What was the impact?
- What did this program bring up?
- What did you get clear on?
- What were your surprises?
- What were your light bulb moments and why?
- What is your level of commitment to attending the 7 day retreat?
If for some reason you are reading this and you haven’t been through the modules I am keeping them up for replay at http://www.DeepAuthenticSelf.com you are welcome to listen in, do the home assignments and you even have until midnight August 15th to apply.
However, this program has a very limited amount of students who will qualify. so obviously those positions will go to the most committed students.
Here’s what Tim had to say about having attended the last “Deep”
Going deep for me as a commercial deep sea diver was second nature to me. Doing DEEP in 2006 at 52 years old was Deep inner digging it was hard demanding no B.S. truth work and as a result I have set myself free!!!
I have clear glasses to see even deeper, wider, further now so I can respond more appropriately in the moment not react on automatic to my buttons being pushed. I thought I was in control. I did some digging I came to see the submerged portion of the iceberg 9/10 was hidden from my view, my conditioning, programming, rules, and beliefs .
I have come back to little Timmy. I was so closed down before I wore a smiley mask to cover my pain. I released so much Crapolla I let go of many of my masks that I was unaware that I wore to cover up who I am. I was in survival / protect mode from the mental and physical abuse that was laid on me by my family who loved me while growing up. I learned about healthy shame and I let go of past hurts so I show up more fully Now.
What a change I have given to me, my family, my friends, my business.
I stand up for my little guy and I am taking baby steps as I am less aggressive and more assertive from my deep true self. I have feelings and I use them to guide me. Now besides black and white I see all the colors. I see stuff coming and I am able to set clearer boundaries with reasonable consequences if they or I am violated and I carry out the consequence. I love and respect me.
I would like to thank each and every one at the deep program that had the courage to be vulnerable and share there past with me to release there brakes and baggage and also helped me release mine so that I shine my light more brightly. My awareness continues to grow and grow. thank you for the continued support two years later
I challenge you to do DEEP, Inner Work, where you’ve never gone before and to go here you”ll need more than a snorkle to go DEEP, with the others with lots of oxygen and caring support. Dov’s expert guidance and skill along with his team you will let who you are out to shine and play as you! Share Your Gifts with the world.
thank you so much Dov
with gratitude and compassion
Tim Graham
Leave a comment and let me know the “Deep” impact.
With gratitude, Dov…
3 Comments »
Kim on 22 Jul 2008 at 5:05 am #
Hi Dov,
Another awesome call tonight.
What was the impact? Tonight’s call made things alot clearer and showed me I have to go waaaay deeper.
What did this program bring up? Pissoffidness. My ego was feeling like a total victim saying, ‘Why should I have to do this, I’ve been making tons of changes and progress and I deserve to slow down’
What did you get clear on? That I’m cheating myself by not going deeper. That I’m REALLY uncomfortable going deep. That saying ‘I don’t have the money’ is my ego’s way of avoiding this kind of work
What were your surprises? Mostly, that I’m really curious to know more about what my parents were like as kids and the emotional environment they both grew up in. Though I’m not sure how to go about that seeing as how everybody on my dad’s side is no longer living. I might be able to find out more about mom though.
What were your light bulb moments and why? I have to read over my notes first to answer that one.
Dov, Thanks Bunches and Bunches!!! You’re AWESOME!!!
Olivia on 02 Aug 2008 at 8:18 pm #
Thank you Dov,
for giving us this chance, one in a lifetime! I live in Eastern Europe, and it is not possible for me to attend the 7 day retreat, but I have to tell you that I listened to the modules several times, taking notes, answering all the questions, and I’ll do that for a while.
The impact was huge, first I noticed the resistance of the ego to listen to the modules, always saying to me that ‘there is something more important to do’, but I did it, and I’ll dig deeper, until I feel the things are moving in the right direction.
After a few weeks, when my whole life has been a mess I understood many things. First, the change is on all aspects of my life. Feelings, kept well hidden were very powerful from shame, rage, fear of change, fear of failure, fear of truth. I used to play the ‘good girl’ part in my movie…
I begun to feel my real power, even if my search for ‘there’s got to be something more’ started about 18 years ago, I practice, and used to teach Reiki (contemporary, and traditional); sometime ago I understood that we all have the power, but now I can feel it, I know that it doesn’t matter what we created for ourselves, we can change for the best. I have more clarity, and see life in a different light. I begun to be sincere to myself, and not hide all the things that bother me. I changed tolerance (in a false sense) with commitment and determination for living the life I deserve, and all of us do. I rediscovered passion in my life.
My ego told me several times that I’m dying, but my replay was, ‘No dear, I am more alive than ever, it must be you’…
I was surprised of the powerful reaction of people around me, all the aspects that came out to be healed.
Love and Gratitude,
Olivia
Karen on 15 Aug 2008 at 5:35 pm #
Dov:
Thank you so much for leading us down the path of clearer self awareness. Even now, a couple of weeks later, am still getting new insights into my deep self. You asked when we first knew we were different and what it felt like- my answer was 3 years of age and the feeling was overwhelming anxiety and sadness. It struck me that it is the same feeling I get in social situations and when attempting to give business presentations, which has been paralyzing my ability to take action in the past. I knew that there was emotional and verbal abuse in my childhood, but never connected the feelings between the two, just knew there was some sort of block there. And when getting ready to write this comment, it occurred to me that I wasn’t different, am not different, after all! Just because someone told me there was something wrong with me, that I am not as intelligent, capable and competent as my peers doesn’t make it so. doesn’t make it so. I have the tests scores to prove my intelligence, and personal successes demonstrate my abilities. Thank you!